yes , i love BUT i really got to lose you ,
FREEDOM's where i wanna be ;
YES , ill PROBABLY always love you ,
but im moving --
i gotta DO THIS FOR ME .
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BLAME it on me , say its MY fault !
say im a liar , a cheater -- SAY ANYTHING that you want .
i REALLY don't care .
i love to be up under that ;
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lets speak truth for a minute , lets go into detail about how , & why im feeling like im feeling RIGHT now . lets set the record STRAIGHT , right now .. here & for the LAST time . LET it be KNOWN, im NEVER a jealous female , NEVER was , NEVER will BE . momma didnt rise NO fool ! but i know when im being PLAYED . i think what niggas FAIL to realize , is .. all the GAMES you think you playing .. this BITCH , can do , is doing , and will ALWAYS be better at em ! i can FAKE shit , just like YOU dude . i can LIE with a STRAIGHT face tho . i dont have to smile with my pretend . NOW dont get me wrong , NONE of this is what i AM doing , or is it ? ahahah , naaahhh its just a FAIR warning NOW i guess . all that bullshit , IM OVER it . i guess seeing you clarified this for me , in a sense .
i guess its true , what they say . . ( inserts a quote ) i wont say what im thinking cuz it will be too damn HARSH .
i dont wanna think that you only want me / said what you said lastnight .. cuz your LONELY .
in the time that you've been gone , & ive had a chance to get over shit .. i really LEARNED ,
love when your READY , not when your LONELY .
i am ready for love ,
but i honestly feel like YOU are NOT .
& thats where we FUCKED UP at .
i feel like that was the ICING on the cake !
im sorry, that i dont care anyone .
but im even more hurt , that i dont really REALLY wanna be in a relationship with you .
its kinda like , ive made my bed , & now i must lay in it .
at the end of the DAY ;
he keeps me coming back --
& everytime he leaves ,
HE makes me want him BACK .
BUT ..
HE aint my BOY tho .
